GOD'S ANGEL

The other night, i got down on my knees and prayed to god. I asked god to send me an angel, who was gonna be here, to love me thru thick and thin. To give me the love i was looking for, i kissed up tp him and went to sleep. The next day, an angel appeared befor my eyes. Her voice was as sweet as honey. Her touch was as soft as clouds from the sky.When i first laid eyes on her, i knew it was the blessing i had sent for the previous night. A month after our first encounter, developed into love. Then God's angel turned black. She loved someone else, and had no space in her heart for me. She got up and left me hear waiting for her return. God's Angel wasnt realy God's Angel, she was a girl who was torn, and decided to take the less risky route. I know somewhere in God's Angel's heart she still has love for me. But for right now, God'S Angel is just a gurl who was once the love i was looking for.

BYMYSELF

I M NOT DEPRESSED, I'M NOT TIRED, I'M NOT SORRY, I'M JUST IN LOVE WITH A GIRL WHO DOESN'T LOVE ME. I DON'T GET SAD, I DON'T GET MAD, I JUST CRY. ALL BY MYSELF IS WHERE I OUGHTA BE. WITH NO ONE TO HURT ME, TO TAKE MY HEART AND CRUSH IT MORE. YOU WASN'T LOOKING FOR A PARTNER IN CRIME, YOU WASN'T LOOKING FOR ME. BY MYSELF IS WHAT I'M GONNA BE. I TRUST NO ONE, I NEED NO ONE, I NEED ME MYSELF AND I!!! WHY SHOULD I LET ANYONE IN HUH? WHY SHOULD I RISK GETTING HURT AGAIN. SO GO MA, IM FINE BECAUSE IMMA BE ALL BYMYSELF. **

FAITH

How unlucky am i, how crazy can things possibly get. Everything i touch, everything i tend to love, disappears in a blink of an eye. She's gone and i cant get her back. What we had i thought it was true love. But i guess it wasn't,somethings are lost and never recovered. Only god knows how much i need you, i cant let you leave. You changed my whole game plan. i am trapped in a terrible web, fighting my way out, getting caught up more and more. I have no heart now, i have no chance of loving again, for you took that privilege away. All i can do now is forgive you and hold my feelings back. How lucky am i to experience love such as you. But how unlucky am i now, with a broken heart, and a black cloud to fill the spot. Faith became my disaster. And destiny became my arch enemy. **